karma

i know im supposed to be doing math homework and i told myself id be sleeping early tonight, but this blog needs some love. and i feel inspired.

ive recently acknowledged the fact that i am a believer in karma. karma is sort of like "bachi," in hawaii's society, which is the belief that if you do something bad, it will come back to you in some way. im beginning to believe in balance. like all the good and bad will add up in the end to become neutral. for example, say i didnt get into spring camp or get a good grade on the past euro test but got into UW and Santa Clara. that would be balance. i believe in this balance, but recently, ive encountered a lot of negativity. so something good needs to happen soon or im just wrong in my theory about balance in life.

karma is beginning to enter everything i do in life- when i eat, the way i do things, or the way i think. karma is beginning to become the answer to a lot of my problems and joys. karma is not a religion to me, but an explanation.


i need to stop now. ill finish this later. im getting tired and i have a math test.