long overdue post (081007)

right now, it is 2:30 and i am still awake. and im paddling tomorrow. you know what? im not even going to bother with punctuation and capitalization.

so.

new song on my blog. i decided i needed something upbeat to put me in a better mood all the time. let the music they play at work continue on at home! hmm. i had plenty of ideas what to write about in the shower, but they all got washed down the drain along with the water when i got out. therefore im going to take the easy way out and do a free write, or as i would like to call it, a brain drain. which is basically anything i am thinking in 2 minutes being written down. here we go.

censorship. how much to withhold from the public and how much to release? too much information about myself may be too dangerous but how can i write truthfully and fully if i dont be completely honest about myself and include details of my life. code names may work. i bbqed meat tonight and the smell of vinegar is in my nose. or maybe its all in my head. the vinegar smell i mean. ya i think im just imagining the smell. i cant wait to go to the mainland. but i also worry about my family too because i love them although they may not always think i do. i like pears over apples most of the time. but they cant be mushy.

there we go. thoughts running through my head. not much was going on there under pressure to write but thats ok. this was an incredibly non thought provoking post, but hey, we need some of those once in a while right?